On a scale of 1-10 I feel like 1. I am in the depths of depression as well as having anxiety attacks. It started Tuesday and got 100% worse today. I just don’t care anymore. Something happened today to make me realise that everything is pointless. The pills can only do so much, then you are left with yourself, the person you dislike so much. I’m crawling through the darkness and I just want to sink down into it.
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